Luxray ,I see what u mean

you have to work on yourself >> no body will do the work for you

Learning grammar is easy .. only if you are determined to do so

consider it as a game

why don't you start with the books in this topic

https://www.btalah.com/t53642.html

they are very valuable

I learned from them myself

REMEMBER



If you want to do something , you'll find a way
But
If you don't, you'll find an excuse

Keep telling yourself that whenever you find something difficult

&
take your time
nothing will happen over night

Keep practicing English & I'll be back with writing lessons for you